Well, this morning I had a brief quiet time..for some reason my volume on the alarm clock got set to zero and the last couple mornings getting up has been a struggle.  I kept thinking " why am I not waking up to the alarm" :)  Helps if the alarm is actually making noise I guess :).  Anyway...so I was reflecting over Romans 10 this morning and came across these verses....

 

Romans 10:20-21

²⁰And Isaiah boldly says, "I was found by those who did not seek me; I revealed myself to those who did not ask for me." ²¹But concerning Israel he says, "All day long I have held out my hands to a disobedient and obstinate people."

I am not going to open the whole "did He choose me or did I choose Him discussion"  with these verses.  Even though that's a good thing to think and talk about...it's sort of not something I think that we'll really appreciate opr even understand fully until we get home to heaven.  But as I thought about these verses I just kept thinking presently how true this is.  I've struggled finding the balance lately of living life and having the Lord on the forefront of my mind with everything...living for Him in whatever I am doing.  And I kept asking myself if I am hot, cold, or lukewarm.  I have to say...I feel warm, but not hot.  And the rub of it is I can't somehow generate hotness on my own.  So this morning I was just asking Father to heat me up a little...to find me...when maybe I'm not seeking Him as much as I want. 

Of this I am confident...that He is faithful!